No spoons

Want to write a bit post updating on the good and bad of the last few weeks. But I’m just too exhausted.

Had a complete meltdown the other day because its all too fucking much. This disability benefits form has been hell, and that’s with help. But it’s nearly done. It has to be because I’m out of time.

Them I can catch up with super urgent things

Then take lots of medication and try to sleep for 2 days. Hoping this fibro flare settles

Then try to drag myself back into my shitty life

Wooooo *sarcasm*

• allodynia
• anger
• anxiety
• benefits
• black dog days
• bulimia
• chronic pain
• compulsive behaviour
• craving
• dark times
• Depression
• Disability
• downward spiral
• ED
• fatigue
• fibro
• Fibromyalgia
• friends
• Fuck the System
• grief
• head demons
• Health
• hoarding
• invisible illness
• isolation
• Lockdown
• menstrual
• mental health
• mobility
• nightmares
• OCD
• overwhelmed
• Pain
• panic attacks
• paranoia
• periods
• PTSD
• self harm
• sleep deprivation
• social anxiety
• social phobia
• Spoonie
• spoonless
• Stigma
• STRESS
• Struggling to survive
• suicidal
• Tics
• Tourette's
• trauma